i really hate this keyboard
the space dosent work well
miss my own

yes
i created this so i can cry out with out people understanding it
at least not a lot of people

i dont know if anyone else would want to come here
and speak english in this chinese forum
but then again at least its quite right?

the blog is getting worse
cause now you need to actually have a picture of people
so i guess now i have to come here
but i like here so its alright for me i guess

dam this keybord
the P and the space
i miss my own so much

wo ya li hao da........ying yu yi zhi bu ji ge
lang jie ni kan ,wo zhe yang ke yi bu ??

ke yi
bu guo neng de hua
zui hao ying wen en

pressure enormous

it should have stoped
it should have stoped
it should have stoped!!
why!
why is it back again!!!
it should have stop...
after i give up that hopeless dram...
so why
why...why........

i hate it
it will never turely go away will it
NEVER...
NEVER......
now i just hope nobady notices...
it hurts..
so much

i dont understand people
not at all
nor do i understand myself
i really hate all this
trying to understand people
trying to understand why they do things the way they do it
trying to understand why they can be so different form time to time
maybe they are tired of talking to me
but maybe i too are tired of how they do things the way they want
everything
yes, do what you want
yes, please stay away from me
im tired of playing mind games
say what you want, and we can both rest
even if we dont ever talk again
but at least its out
who do you think you are
who do i think i am
either of us is somebady importent enough that no one can be without
so please, stop, say it out loud
so want dont have to guess
me or you


when i joined you in the game i wanted one thing
and only one thing --
to play togethor
and now you give me this piece of crap
and you dont think you are wrong
and i should be the one to blam
just because i didnt understand that emotion you sent
want was i to get out of it
if you dont want me to play with you
say the word
and either of us will need to waste our time
is the what my teacher was talking about?
is this why she side girls are so hard to understand?
yes i know u never care about me at all
but you cant even spare a few words for a game?
and i bet you think its my problem too dont you
why did i ever think you would care
why did i ever think you would want to be friend
and if you dont
please say it out
it might hurt a little but its not that long
i had being though worse
a lot worse
for right now
i am every tired of this
i feel like i can throw up anytime
i feel my other self ready to come out any time
im tired
say it out and make it quick


Wawawawawawawa...（Can it?...）

surely, it is me who is pain to the world