在TUMBLR上发现的后记
[Fan Account] Henry, Amber & ‘the other trainee’사생수니: Reading this report/essay makes me laugh ㅋㅋ those two looks good together. Before, I looked over those kids when they’re still trainees, Henry, Amber and a kid called Julian who’s not a trainee anymore (like Henry, he’s Canadian-Chinese…he’s from Toronto). These three are very attached to one another…goes to McDonalds, watch movies, eat pizzas and so on, things like that…oh, and people find it interesting when they see them by the streets eating rice cakes (ddeokbokki)…foreigners eating fried rice cakes and (with their faces) buried into it ㅋㅋ (I) thought Amber was a guy too that time… ㅎㅎ actually they see***ike a rising (love) triangle (that time) ㅋㅋ
credits to: 사생수니 @ midnightx’s naver blog
translated by jeansbear / fyeahhenber @ tumblr
Notes (click ‘read more’):
- This is written by a saseng fan (fans that follow artists around…or something) in response to a post about Henry & Amber. I translated this before but only to my friends. The post is already deleted (I just checked and went skadhdghasfga because I didn’t screencap-ed it /sobs ;~;).
- Julian; if you saw my translation of Amber’s thanks to, you would know that he already passed away. idk the reasons but..yeah..may he rest in peace :( he seems really close to the both of them and it must’ve really hurt to lose a good friend :( I’m actually kinda reluctant to post this…but oh well….

大致上后记的意思：
Amber Henry跟这位练习生感情相当好，在练习生时期就常常一起出外玩，
但这位Julian在2010年过世了，从Amber的thanks to中就可以发现
下面为thanks to文字版提及Julian的部份
To Julian, I wish you were here to see this, thanks for everything, miss you so much

而这位Julian是在2010年7月过世的，原因不清楚。
以下为另一网站里提及有关Amber与Julian的部份
ulzzangpenguin said:
I am sorry, I am not secretnoona, but i am concerned on the matterbecause everything related to my mochi Lau is always relevant, though the only things I've got are -quite- vague refs; see, the guy was casted in the US back then in 2008 with Amber, she and Julian were the only two people who got serious over the contract, hence them being the only trainees from the US that got casted and sent to South Korea where they'll eventually debut.
Julian had an amzing vocal, according to what the original poster said, SME staff
ranked him as the 2nd best trainee vocal, the poster -can't remember well if
they were an insider or not- said his voice was like SJ Yesung's but more
high-pitched; Julian couldn't take korean food easy and he had stomachal
issues, he and Amber and Henry were pretty close.The insider didn't specify
what yer he was born in but he was certainly younger than Henry, idk if he was
going to debut as a soloist or with EXO.The fanacc I read dated back to 2009
-when he supossedly was still alive- and it was some sort of listing of all the
SM trainees back then.The reasons of his death are unkown to me, there are
different versions and since he wasn't really known among fans, there isn't
that much info.
It is rumoured that:
·he overworked and hence he died due his poor physical condition (body
insuficience)
·he lost his battle against his stomachic disease
·he had a sudden heart-attack
I don't know you guys but have you seen this fancam back then from Super Girl era (late 2010's right after Julian's supposed death)? Henry was biding thank to's and he was sobbing hard; some fans thought it was because of the hatred he and Mimi were stil receiving from fans, he said there were people he missed so much yet he knew he wasn't longer going to see, Hae put a hand on his shoulder trying to comfort him and Mimi looked down; idk why he hasn't ever mentioned Julian before since they (Jualian, Amber and him) were pressumed to be like the three musketeers,
yet Amber at least thanked him into her Thanks to in the Danger album?

下面另一人的回覆
Thank u for sharing this tidbit with me! It makes me feel so sad that someone that talented and young died. I had a feeling that if he didn't die, he would of debut with EXO-M. He's Chinese right? I was wondering about him because I think he was one of the main reasons why Amber went back to the U.S. to rest. I don't think she handled the loss very well. Sudden heart attack for someone so young? That scares me. If it was a stomach disease, couldn't be prevented? If he overworked or died of poor condition, couldn't this be prevented too? I hope SM didn't make Julian eat Korean food when it doesn't sit well with him. Julian sounds like he's such a bright and promising star. If he didn't audition for SM, would he still be alive? If he was sick, I hope he went back to the U.S. to get treated. I think the mention of Julian still hurts Henry to this day that's why he doesn't talk about it. I read from someone's fan account that Amber, Julian, and Henry did everything together. They would always hanging out to shop, eat,play games, watch movies, etc... Thank u again for replying to my post! I know that there's not a lot of information on Julian but the information u provided for me was all new to me. I asked @secretnoona a couple of times about Julian but maybe she wasn't there when Julian was alive.I feel that it's a great loss to not hear Julian's beautiful voice. If he was rated 2nd best in vocals out of all of SM trainees then I bet he was an amazing singer. I hope he R.I.P..

回覆的那位提及一个Amber为何会回去美国那麼久的推测：
2010.6月时Amber的确脚有受伤，但会回去美国那麼久的时间，感觉与Julian的过世有关(Julian过世时间为2010年7月)
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相关资料的网页：
英文版的Thanks to ↓
http://thepinkstring.wordpress...
tumblr上的后记↓
http://fyeahhenber.tumblr.com/...
有关於Julian Amber Henry的资料(all kpop)(接近底部的地方)↓
http://forums.allkpop.com/thre...

感觉好像很少人知道这位练习生，可惜了这麼好的声音.....R.I.P....
我只是挖资料来跟大家分享，第一次发帖子，请大家多多指教....
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我英文不及格，坐等海外亲来翻译@搞怪星89 期待你
这个朋友是amber的好朋友
他们一起当练习生，一起去玩滑板，一起享受阳光
而这样一个陪amber成长的人
突然的逝世想必让amber很难受
恰好那段时间也是fx最为苦逼的时间
那时流言不断，没有谁是真心看好这个新生的组合
什么试验田，什么最快会解散的组合，诸如此类的流言不绝于口
她们什么都不能说，什么也不敢说
只因她们还是那个被他人嘲笑一个一位也没得过的后辈
不知道该怎么心疼这个二流小团体
而这其中更让我心疼的是amber
amber从不会说她那段时间经历过了些什么
她从来都是不争不抢
安安静静的等待着他人的到来离去
看新鲜的路人饭多了去
可真心能爱上她的人却少之又少
不是她的魅力不够
只是她一直如此
你来我就信你不会走
你走我就当你没来过
amber，刘逸云。
我无法在多说什么
淡淡的一句祝福或许不够
那么，赔上我的一颗真心
加油，为你，为ak，
更为fx！

一堆英文啊，

等翻译 不过楼主说的太感人了啊 再煽情点都快流翔了 T,T

不是女生吗？怎么又变男生了？我记得应该是女生啊！！！

看的我好心疼

翻…翻…翻译这一长~串吗

基本上，这个人在说的就是刘逸云10年回美国的那段时间，不只有脚伤问题，还是因为她跟henry的一个练习生好朋友的死。
这个练习生是当时刘逸云参加S.M.在美国的海选的时后唯一跟逸云一起到韩国的