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When I wake up at morning, I lost my conscience soon because it is too early ,that really embarrass me because I thought I could alerted by my cell phone an hour ago. And I really want to make some seats for my friends. But I have knew it that friends never account unless I have some unique resources that else can’t offer.
Then I take about five minutes to take on my clothes, that time I knew I would be late because I would not have enough time to arrive to lianxing building. Originally I want to quit the first class .but I still afraid of the ms clark would do the same thing as the mr liao do, that freaks me a lot.
After the experiment, I found that it would take me twenty-five minutes to do the rest things since I leaves my room, such as buying the breakfast , a meat num, twovegetable bum, and a cup of soy-beam milk, most girls may think it is too much, but not me, I always eat more than usual girls and I want my stomach to recover from this long time abnormal situation, get the habit of digesting food at morning again.
When I step in the classroom, the lecture has begin about fifteen minutes, I have been always afraid of being circuseed by the whole class, but it never happens, my classmates are always so diligent that they are listening to the professor carefully and in fact they never give me a shit. I know it and I know all of it, but I am still afraid. I don’t know why, maybe it is just what the little cute say, I have always been so suspicious. I am defending myself against anyone else, including my best friends and my parents. It is really miserable, but I do not how to get rid of that.
These days two of my best friends are cooperating with a case analysis, the theme of which is dell, used to be the one of the largest computer manufacturers in the world. But now it seems to be disappearing from the youth’s world, not cool any more. Such things happen every day .we have get used to it, and none of them would care, just like when you start your own business, the world will be your enemy.
I fell in sleep at the economic growth class, and I was regretting, really, and promised to myself I would read out the whole textbook before next class, as always, I really want to keep that, just forget the past and everyone annoying around you, do whatever you want and don’ t let yourself to regret anymore.
Never forget, today, you were despised again and again, the teaching secretary, the instructor, and your own tutor.
So, when do you want to start again, we don’t have much time left.
