my tears burst out right away when I thought about that I may admitted by any of the school I applied. The tears for my hard work, I did not work really hard, but harder than ever. Tears for PLEASURE. Throught all these years of college study, I am graduating. Tears for my DREAM, finally, I am on step closer to my dreams. Tears for my inability, through all these years, I cannot pay my parents, who supported my with their whole life, my friends, who stayed by my side and encourage me in return for nothing, professor, who shared their knowledge and offered their help selflessly yet I did not get good scores, I cannot even pay myself back. I wasted sooo much time, forgived myself sooo many times for not finishing the to-do list. You. YOU SHOULD, YOU MUST BE A TRUST-WORTHY PERSON FROM THIS MOMENT ON. The first step is to keep the words for yourself.