What the hell did I do in 2015?

For god's sake I quit my bloody first night to a guy who will never appear in my life anymore.

so much grammar mistakes and fxxk it

Hope to make "acquaintances" with more silly straight guys in 2016 haha.

How can I describe my disappointment in those love affairs which are full of idiots and sluts?

Anyway I don't think I can get to make some progress in these kind of things, I just make it worse.

With my age rising, the ability to love is dying.