embarrassing.....
living is so hard......
watching a lot of videos on youtube these days, founds out that foreign country is so different from i've thought...hehehe even though i've been there before,,
theres a lot of tricks only native people knows..
new words
but it seems that people are much better than chinese
i mean really... they are friendly, well yeah chinese are friendly too but maybe it's because of the culture stuff they are more welling to say something that can encourage you!
and also "thanks" to the president trump i have to reconsider whether going to US or not...hheehe
another issue in painting...
and my internship ..
why is living so hard??
i'm so struggling between having a happy life or a better life, or in specific consider between health, moods,emotion,job,
and a problem dilraba talked to me today and i finds out it became a serious one..