01 Crucify 虐待
Every finger in the room is pointing at me
屋子中的每根手指都指向我
I wanna spit in their faces
我想往他们的脸上吐痰
Then I get afraid what that could bring
我害怕这样做引发的后果
I got a bowling ball in my stomach
我的胃中有个保龄球
I got a desert in my mouth
我的嘴中有片沙漠
Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now
盘算着现在该卖光我的勇气了
I've been looking for a savior in these dirty streets
在这肮脏的街道里我寻找着救星
Looking for a savior beneath these dirty sheets
在这肮脏的街道中寻找着救星
I've been raising up my hands
我高举双手
Drive another nail in
让另一根钉子刺入
Just what God needs
上帝只需要
One more victim
又一个牺牲者
Why do we crucify ourselves
为什么我们要虐待我们自己
Every day I crucify myself
每一天我都在虐待我自己
Nothing I do is good enough for you
我做的每件事都不能让你满意
And my heart is sick of being in chains
我的心因受到锁链的缠绕而疲惫
Got a kick for a dog beggin' for love
踢走那只祈求爱情的狗
I gotta have my suffering
我在忍受着痛苦
So that I can have my cross
所以我配上了十字架
I know a cat named Easter
我知道一只叫伊斯塔的猫
He says will you ever learn
他说你明白过么
You're just an empty cage girl if you kill the brid
如果你杀了鸟你只是一个空笼中的女孩
Got enough guilt to start
My own religion
有足够的罪刑来开始我的教义
Please be
求求了
Save me
保护我
I cry
我哭了
Where are those angels
When you need them
当你需要这些天使的时候 他们在哪里
Never going back again
永远不要回来
Crucify myself again
再次虐待我自己