有英语好的吧友吗

Just want to say the truth with strangers, acquaintances feel too ashamed, I seem to be lovelorn, alas, good sad

I really fail, failure, love also followed the failure today by a group of vexatious guests accused of crying, Ma eggs shame, understand don't translate, shameless, I just want to find a place to vent about the heart of misery, out of society, sad body uncomfortable to deceive the family Oh, friends are rare.

I want to go to a place where nobody knew me to open my new life, but I am afraid to go too far can not survive, alas, even though I know no one will look at this, I still can not help but want to send some stuffy