I always feel that it is a very shameful memories of things, but have been determined to do things that are not even cowardly to unforgivable.
I always thought i am a very free and easy person, but to some extent, if is not. I spent three months to make a decision, and then be easily be reversed to be overturned.
Finally I with the last day of the year, with the final text and all the will to force myself in the new year had no worried about. I know that come to this end will be very hard, but I also know I will be able to do it.