我要颤音啊啊啊

低音没什么不好吧……大概

http://www.bilibili.com/video/av606743

一人で、良いかも

究极のマイペースか？もうそんなになったかも(･_･;

Yep. It hurts so bad to find out I'm nothing but a useless ordinary man. Everything I thought gifted mean nothing to you.

That what I thought to be special is just as usual as it seems,

That what I believed only proved to be a denial,

That I failed to do the only thing I can, the thing everyone expected me to succeed,

That I would accomplish nothing even if I grow up

It kills me…

Yeah I perfectly know complaining means nothing, daydreaming means nothing, gaming means nothing.

I just want to find what's there for me. What means something to me. But still, I failed again and again.

And finally I find out: what I am proud of is awful to you. You, who I thought would be maybe the only who knows what I really love, what I really what, the only one who would always give a damn to whatever I do, whatever I mean, whatever I say, whatever I want…

我好想去东博啊……