You told me a lot of things, the joyness, the tears, the laughter, the painful. While most of them are sweet and cool. I thought things could be like that always and I'd expected for a long time. Yep you told me everything but for the real hard thing. It feels like, you saw the light and you are going to catch it. You had courage and ability and you were willing to devote. But things are not always easy. You may found that it did is light which you can follow, adore while can never reach, not even to mention to have.
That, really is the hardest one.