倾慕的是一类人，他们之间都有着密切的关系，他们与我也有着密切的关系。谎称为朋友，实际却是一种隔着雾的美好。

等我把收藏的歌单关注的人的歌单关注的人收藏的歌单都听过一遍之后，就把网易云的账号注销掉。
这个梦做的好美妙。

Nite. Maybe I'm just abused in the feeling that I'm in love with him.

I saw the most handsome one in flash in ZG east station. He has a violet and gray hair with a pair of transparent frame glasses!
It was so excited that I can't help thinking about that!
Ahhh I will be better to make myself look like that in the future.

My collecting playlist is getting more and more. How can I play all these songs and delete my account;)
Music can't release me, but me can.

Today i had a nightmare. It's THY's girlfriend who have been hating me for a long time invited me to Guilin.
She pretended to be happy to see me and forgive all the harmful things I've done to her.
But the real thing was that she wanted to kill me by her own. Fortunately she failed, I tried to escape as quickly as possible hearing she demanded the whole city to murder me.
Her mother was the wealthiest woman of the city as well as being the most powerful one. Therefore they gathered people to learn archery and put up my photos everywhere.
Tones of thousands of people tried to killed me but failed. A group of women cleaners saved me and announced that I've just made too close friend with her boyfriend. It was not severe to death.
Meanwhile she saw me and tried to kill me by her own again. But after her failure she committed to suicide. Seeing that her mother did the same thing. I cried and escaped successfully.
The sorrow just don't fade away. I've done too many things like that and I must stop. I deny to admit it was born in blood so I've got to change it.
I'm so sorry for what I've done that make the never end nightmares. Changes start today.

金句。
说白了就是我长得丑惹。

No more struggle. He just don't like me.

Stop struggling. It was useless and a waste of time.

不过是一个月的时间 其中一个帐号却注销了。
一定是遇上了很难过的事情吧，难过到连帐号都舍得不要。
那些天，我也很难过呢。
平行时空中的人们 显得可笑。

「嗜睡症」
一天睡十二個小時剛剛好。

https://www.quora.com/What-was-the-hardest-thing-you-went-through-in-life-and-how-did-you-get-past-that/answers/21973348?srid=u8WZW&share=8b016674

我在找那天喜欢的歌下面的留言。
有人仿佛这么跟我说。
坚决不放手 坚决不将就。